HAP-piness is knitting for its own sake

Ugh. Migraine

Here is one I made earlier:

WIP Wednesday, and I cannot show you most of what I have been knitting for the last few days. So, what can I share?

There has been a little turning of new leaf around here lately and I have been attempting to be busy and looking vaguely domestic in the mornings, keeping knitting until the pm. The idea is to be a little less sedentary and to be a lot less hard on my hands. I have the idea that I might also be less wrong-footed by unexpected visitors too – if there are no dust buffalo roaming the hall.

As plans go, it was a good one. Until yesterday afternoon, when I found myself on the wrong side of the office door to my knitting.

Having finished test knits for Violently Domestic, my plan, if you recall (except you might not, as I discovered last night when I was drafting this, that I forgot to press the publish button on Sunday!) (yes, we are in something of a time-space discontinuum here – bear with me and try to keep up – it’s Tuesday here for me but you won’t be seeing this until Wednesday so I am writing with that in mind…) was to dash off the remaining Joshaqan sock first. Well, I finished the second test knit on Monday night and I worked like  a beaver all Tuesday morning and then I was excluded from the office for the weekly telephone conference and… Joshaqan was on my desk.

I had no knitting  reward.

I was in need of emergency knitting!

I ferreted in a UFO pile (yes, I said “a” – that’s normal, isn’t it – multiple UFO heaps?) and came up triumphant – with my Hap shawl. The dogs and I went and sat quietly in the bedroom and I knitted garter stitch.

It was just what  I needed. No deadlines, no commitments, no targets at all and no little needles or charts. I just sat and knat (yes, made that one up.) Happily, mindlessly; enjoying the rhythm of the needles and the feel of the yarn in my hands. This shawl is being knit for no other purpose than to make a Hap. An end in itself.

I was having fun.

I’m up for a finish now.

I’d rather like to have this on show at the next Open Studio – the final one. Considering my original aim was to make it in time for the first one, it seems like a minor goal.

Joshaqan can wait.

More thinking about stuff followed on from the Sunday post that I forgot to post… and I had reluctantly decided to stop test knitting for a while and not to begin on the Romi Muse series, despite having sorted the yarn out. Tuesday’s joyful knitting experience suggests to me that I was right to reach that decision. It is time to return to knitting for fun and for myself.

Definitely no spinning group this week. I feel much happier for having made that decision too.

Published by Scattered Thinker

The Scattered Thinker is somewhat past her prime, but not yet in any danger of giving up. In the Inter-world, she is often known as plumbum, or sometimes as ulygan. In the Real Life, she goes by the name of Beth. Beth is a roamer. She lives in a motorhome and has a backup static caravan that serves as a bolthole if needed. Bricks and mortar are very much a thing of the past. Contact Beth if you would like to correspond with paper and pen.